Beside Myself

As I sit here all alone

My lungs let out a saddened sigh

I search the sky and wonder

Did your love for me die

It saddens me to think this

I start to cry

Do you care for me still

Was your love just a lie

I miss you so you know

My love will never die

The stars are quiet and still

I have no answer

Maybe never will

Still there is no greater thrill

Then to hold you close

Why did you have to go

When you knew it'd hurt me so

Must I accept that you have gone

Just grit my teeth and carry on

Listen to some depressing song

Still I know just what I long

But she is gone.