Confusion

What have I done

Alienating you

Slowly but surely

No answer from you

And I'm scared

I have so much love

Yes so much to give

Do you wish to take it

I don't know

I fucked up

The rose I hoped

Would be a turning point

Not away from me

But bringing you nearer

Yet I believe no

I have pushed you away

Please say it is not so

Because I so wish

To be near and dear to you

And still I folly

Do you see how much I care

And do you even know

I would never hurt you

Though you ahve hurt me so

With your silence

Come to me now

Talk to me

Explain my ignorance

And my haste

For I need you to understand me

And to be with me

For I care so for you.