Weakness

Self doubt and insecurity

These control me now

I can never seem to open up

Let my true thoughts out

My true feelings to be known

I'm just too afraid

Rejection hurts and distances me

By throwing up boundaries unsurpassable

I can't picture myself as good enough

I never have

Soon I must conquer these obstacles

Barring my way

Strike down the fear

And strive for what I want

I know what it is

But shall it be attained

Or will it pass me by

As it always has

I pray it won't

That I will supress my insecurities

Stand up straight and be forward

I'm uncertain of the outcome

But who ever knows his destiny

Even if its looking in to their eyes

One day I'll have my answers

So I hope at least

'Till then I will try to change

Gain confidence and security

But will I tell Her how I feel?